Thursday, October 28, 2010

Lack of sleep leads to a beautiful breakdown

Think about it. We all know that it's true. If you stay up late enough, eventually you will run into a point in the night where anything is possible. There is a song, I can't remember if it's Frou Frou or someone else, where it talks about "beauty in the breakdown." It was in the movie, Garden State. Back to the present day, or night if you will. I've been in Rexburg for like four days or so? Something like that. I've been staying with Tom George and his roommates in the Pines. I've met some new friends while at the same time running into people from the past. The majority of the people that i inadvertently ran into had no positive or negative preference on me of seeing, except for tonight at Broulims. I mean, it's not like anything bad ever happened with her, never kissed or anything or had a fight or anything at all. We just stopped talking. I went to check out tonight and went in her line, saw it was her, and walked to the other line, which had a couple of people that had quite a few things to purchase. I didn't mind waiting, I just didn't want to have an awkward conversation. The people working told me she could help me in the other line, so i walked over, kept my head down and didn't talk. But then, she saw my face. It's not bad, just kind of like ughhhhh. We talked for a couple minutes, and I left, unharmed.

I've been getting back into crayons and coloring pictures for no apparent reason. It's been pretty fun. I'm not talented at all. I just draw and color to get creative energy released. I think i want to get back into coloring on part of the paper and writing songs based off the drawings i come up with. I draw a lot of hearts and eyes and I don't really know why. I mean, the tattoo I drew that's on my chest has a heart and eyes, but who knows. I'm done with tattoos anyway, but I'll keep drawing just because I can.

Tomorrow or later today if you want to be a douche and be technical, we're going to skate at the St. Anthony skate park, which will be pretty awesome. We're gonna try to make a stop motion skate video, well, i mean, it's a plan, and i think we can actually get it done. He's got a cool computer and the know-how. I've got too much music, so I'll come up with that and steez points. Who knows what will actually go down, but let's try to have tomorrow at least be half as awesome as today was. I'm a little tired now and might fall asleep, so let's end on a good note and enjoy our time.